LET GO Instead of Give Up

Let go or give up

The two babies of this house have polar opposite ways of starting off the day. Christina wakes up like a small angry tornado. After about 30 minutes of thrashing around, coughing, yelling, and usually at least one large throw up, she settles down to look at the day like a reasonable human being. It’s safe to say she’s not a morning person. Jed, on the other hand, is more or less delighted to find himself in his bed upon waking up, is thrilled to death to see any human face, and is so full of things to chatter about and smile at that he can barely contain himself. It’s the same morning for both of them. One child is going to endure it with the greatest protest possible while the other is going to enjoy it thoroughly. I have a choice everyday, no matter what is in that day, to … Continue reading

Happy Sweet 16 (days that is), and 16 random thoughts to celebrate

Happy Sweet 16 (days) to Jed

Baby Jed is 16 days old. After all the lead up, all the doctors appointments, all the trepidation, I can’t say I wasn’t relieved to finally see his little face in person. And here we are on day sixteen for my little man who was never supposed to make it this far.  The day that Jed was born went as wrong as wrong could get. We had a plan. All the “ologists” had talked. We had a date. I knew where I was supposed to be, and who was supposed to be there, and what what supposed to happen. Except that crazy kid did his own thing and came at the wrong time in the wrong hospital in the wrong way without the right people having time to know he was coming. And oddly? It all worked out just about perfect. Which is exactly how you know God was looking … Continue reading